I hate myself Everything about me I hate myself I'm not who I want to be
I'm too skinny I'm too weak I'll never find peace I'll never reach my peak
Why don't I end it? Because I'm a ******* coward That's obvious...
You pathetic ******* You are a liar Like your moms brother You small little bug Hiding from the others
No shell Pure hell
No one cares for your heart No one ever did from the start They'll never have a part No one ever did from the start
When will I try? Will I wave goodbye To the demons and skeletons ruining my life?
I'm not smart I'm not alright I just want my guts To lay down and die
Kurt, I see your pain That you gain Hard to restrain Nothing remains
We are all born to die, So why do we try? If we are destined for negative demons to take over our lives
A poem I wrote back in 2017, when my mentality was worse than today tenfold Though it will forever be a struggle, my mindset is far better now The name came from my presumption that I would in fact **** myself, but it's now a reminder that this isn't me anymore