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Eli Jun 2020
I'm glowing with insecurities and inpurities.
My depression slows the time of my processings and duties as a clean window.
I have smudges and dirt spots in the miles!
I clean and I clean, but the ***** returns.
I can't erase them,
I'm covered in worms!
King of dirt and infamous germs.
I want to slide out,
I squirm and I squirm.
My terms in return are to accept and watch myself burn.
I am drenched in sin
Eli Jun 2020
I fired imaginary bullets at my head,
Cried slowly as I imaginary bled.
I sit silently as I'm imaginary dead.
Eli May 2020
My mind is a minor flutter;
Looping movies within ultimate stutters.
I'd tell you I'm feeling better,
But I am a stick of butter.

I look into gaze of grateful maze,
Only to pop amongst unholy haze.
My mind is beautiful,
But what is the craze?
My ego deserves to jump into my idiot blaze.
I hope this is a phase.

Little do I know that I am an end;
Whether I am today or tomorrow, it depends,
Though it will come soon.
The red blends with my toothpaste.
I am falling apart
I can feel it
How long will I last?
Let my stamina tell you when the time comes
Eli Apr 2020
How this palace is brightened,
Every hint is beyond the naked eye.
Less and less,
Loves opinion matters.

Here we are, guided away,
Even the spirits distance themselves.
Lingering between us is nothing,
Literally nothing.
Eli Apr 2020
A face in numbers
Larger than.
Darker than a night,
But brighter than.

I am on drugs
While Mother Earth is on something stronger

Everything is a layer of something
Everything is a stroke

I wanted to go out
Discouraged much?

I'm just here growing new traits about me,
Like a tree
Eli Apr 2020
I reek.
I reek of ****.
I reek of **** indeed.
I reek of things I cannot keep.
I reek of things I do not need.
I reek of a soul I do not feed.
I reek of what I wish to never see.

I reek of me.
I smell
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