Apr 2020
you spend so long
hoping and crying
waiting and dying
to have it end just like that
it was always gonna end
it was horrible to go through
but it was the only thing i knew
now there's no going back
every year was a new set of problems
i really hated my time here
but now that horizon is now so clear
i'm afraid to run into the light
afraid to move on but it's no longer a choice
i wished it was over
now i wish for closure
i will not go quiet into this night
hoping and crying
waiting and dying
to have it end just like that
it was always gonna end
it was horrible to go through
but it was the only thing i knew
now there's no going back
every year was a new set of problems
i really hated my time here
but now that horizon is now so clear
i'm afraid to run into the light
afraid to move on but it's no longer a choice
i wished it was over
now i wish for closure
i will not go quiet into this night
highschool has really ****** for me but... idk. i did not know that would be the end. i wanted more for myself, and i guess i have to blame me for part of that, but idk. i'm just empty. i don't think its set in.
