These memories are knives stabbing me repeatedly in the heart…
Killing me slowly.
I want to stop thinking about this.
I want to move on but it is as if someone has pressed rewind on my life
And is forcing me to continue to go back and relive.
The memory…
All of these memories are everywhere.
It is all I see, all I feel, all I know…
I need a break.
I want to run and hide
But they just all follow me.
Lurking in the darkness bringing me back to their reality.
Please leave me alone…
Please let me rest…
Please just give me one moment of peace.
I am so tired, mentally, emotionally, physically…
I just need to rest my eyes.
Just give me one night of rest…..