A part of me longs to be alone A part of me fears to be sitting in my suffering Clawing my hands through dirt Nails ***** and filled with grime I'm trying to reach the clay I think if I dig far enough Past all the heavily packed imperfections I can break it up and move it enough to find the one thing that I can form and hold to my will I can change myself into what I truly want to be I'll spin the wheel and make something beautiful When you use it please think of me