because you went too ideal because you just want to heal because of your self doubt because of not going out because you spent too much time on social media because you know much more than wikipedia because you get too excited because you are anticipated because you are not contented but you want to be appreciated because you're a witch sometimes and you dont care oftentimes because you are just too sad that it erratically makes you mad because your head cant stop the thoughts the ideas and opinions that you fought after all the things you missed, all the shots you just want to remove that happy mascot