I need help Tears are streaming down my cheeks I have not thought about anything for weeks I'm in far too deep Help, I can't see the top of this hole I have dug for myself With pure laziness Without a care in the world Help, I fear that I am losing my mind I just want to rest in peace Looking at my computer And writing stupid poems endlessly Emailing my friends And hoping they don't mind Help, I think that I am sick I've coughed three times within the past two hours Sounds like I have the coronavirus Help, Send it urgently I am too overwhelmed Too anxious to speak Help, I am hearing voices now When no voices are to be heard Help I think I'm losing it, This is not what I want Help me please, I have no way out, Help, I am completely idiotic, I just need HELP But this help never comes And I never heal I cannot deal with this It must be unreal I asked for help a while ago Now, what do you want to be done?