You know don't why you pretend
Trying too hard for attention
Instead of being better chose to be worse
Another excuse over the lies
That's your life you can be better
Embarrassed to be smart acting dumb
Drinking to play the fool self destruction
Had a normal life encountered new lifestyles
Too much hype to live up to it doesn't matter
Do what you love what makes you happy
Sad over a girl lusting around more shame
Instead of feeling proud only cheating yourself
Stop blaming yourself count your blessings
Near death experiences made it out a live
Made to live not roll over and die