Writing has been the hustle Written down everything Trying to do this long term Nothing else made sense A pen to ink on the page Out with those bleeding pain Unexpressive moments in time Turning negativity to positive vibes Formal friends existing not around Never tried to make things awkward A move on anyone's GF just to see Why test their faithlessness to their partner Lots judging and others beliefs questioning Stop with all the guilt trips and doubt Checked in to show concern but kept out Walked away couldn't stay anymore Be the companion to misery Life on hold waiting for others No respect for anyone's time so selfish Made plans without now everyone is mad No text response the plans were being made Made calls not answer wanted to talk about it Doesn't feel right or make sense Don't insult or be offended when not included That like exclusive club doesn't make sense