I sit alone, wondering when this pain will end... Where could he be? I'm waiting... I'm impatient like a child....just like that I wonder if he thinks of me. The pain in my heart is feeling with emotions from last night...so many emotions fill my heart I won't if he thinks I'm pretty I want to smile, but I can't.... What the hell is wrong with me? Bittersweet memories of a happy moment replay in my head It fell so good to be near him...To have him touch my face... He smelled good too....He was so sweet my heart melted... I wonder how long till I see him again.... I'm so depressing it's tragic...
This is one of my "young and dumbly in love" poems. I believe it was a time I was being ghosted or a time I was waiting for a guy I liked to come online.