one day she thought she wanted to die.
that she wanted to be killed one day.
that she wanted to **** one day.
one day she just died out of joy.
gathered the ones and made them whole.
she has turned her thoughts in her hand,
her thoughts became a piece of paper. a ball.
it was just three times ago, right here,
days full of existential crisis.
at least she repeated the circle of rebirth four times.
in at least one,
she intended to imitate her life.
she was unable to do so. it was against the name.
run away. or stay. is it a chase.
past. now. and the future.
she escaped from her feelings and the reality,
more than five times. who escapes became much more closer to the ground.
soil. dirt. human-made out of dirt and dirt escaped more.
Who escapes more from the death,
gets scared from it more.
who said it's good to be chased.
it’s a mere fact that you are only chased if you try to escape.