The New York City skyline from across the water; sunsets at sea; the shadows of clouds shifting over treetops; my sisters wishing on a shooting star; the sunrise over the desert from a hot air balloon; the warmth and light of a campfire as the voices rise into the sky with the embers.
And I have tallied up these beautiful things and kept tabs on them, memories like index cards in my mind, labeled, categorized, logical, the way I like my things to be: landscape, cityscape, skyline, harmony, melody, warmth, friendship
and then somewhere in the back of the drawer is a folder, a category that is not a category and it is spilling into the other categories and it is disorder and the absence of order, the incapacity to categorize beautiful things