i don't know how to heal
i don't know how to move on from this
every time i close my eyes i see you in bed with her
i see your drunken eyes slowly opening to see her
i see her manipulative eyes pulling you closer to her cold body
i see her lying down in my spot
i can hear both of your giggles and whispers as you promise to keep it a secret from me
i can hear her pants slowly coming off as you shuffle your limp body towards hers
the worst part is, i can't seem to hear your heart filling with regret from the thing you did. i just hear mine shattering.

i don't know how to heal.