I’m not perfect See these cracks? It mars my soul That’s a fact I am sorry Don’t you see? I want more Than I can be I can be bitter Taste the wine Remember things I should leave behind Broken record On repeat My mistakes They haunt me I try to fit A puzzle piece Crooked edges Torn out seems What does this world Want from me? I am a mother Please don’t laugh A solitary soldier I do the best I can I have no answers Just what I feel What’s the lesson? What is real? All these things I shout my mind is chaos Let me out