so you see, so it's just ****** up--
and now i can't talk straight,
and now i don't feel i have a fair or even shot at anything
and i really feel cornered out of everything and ostracized by everybody
you know, these kinds of things are hard to recover from,
or recuperate, whatever
so you see though, these people,
they don't care
they can't possibly imagine
the stress they've put me under

you know it really is a shame
the good we lose
constantly
due to negligence like this.