A is the acid that flies from your tongue B is the bitterness that’s been there all along C is the coldness that creeps ever more D is the damage I take on the floor E is the essence used to drag me in F is the fear enforced once we begin G is the guilt that I feel everyday H is the happiness that never seems to stay I is the insults behind the closed doors J is the jealously flowing from your pores K is the knife you twist all the time L is the level you stoop to hide your crime M is the mother that I’m not allowed to see N is the narcissist that breaths next to me O is the optimism you stole from my head P is the punishment inflicted in our bed Q is the queen who you call mother R is the respect she hides from you lover S is the secret that you never like to share T is the terror that is imposed in your care U is the ugly that I now believe I am V is the violence once the doors slam W is the world trying to say hello X is the X-ray visits starting to grow Y is the yacht I dream that I am sailing Z is the zero on the chance of it prevailing