He kept his mother in a sealed envelope, waxed, stored in the back of his closet like so many old sweaters, not worn but kept for the memories. I caught him once, crying, kneeling before her. He held her ashes like she once held him. And through a gap in his fingers I could read the ink that said: Date of death: 12/10/17 Date of cremation: 12/12/17 Store in a cool, dry place.