Broken friendships and lifted hearts. been around me from the very start. this is nothing new, but im gonna smile cause i deserve to. even if along the way tears come and i find deep down i got to cry too.. this is life and tonight is the night where i decide things are gonna be different... in my life. whatever that may mean, im gonna do it and to you i will prove it. through the hard times i know, God can do great and amazing things. that HE is a God who dives head first into tragedy and devastation WILLINGLY to rescue me... That He can pull YOU out of the addictions and stand by you through the hurt and the pain... and to turn you into something beautiful i am a living testimony of that. even though things are hard right now... im gonna smile cause i deserve to.