My energy drains itself even though I'm solar powered
My smile shines brighter than the sun to cover up my darkest hours
I'm not depressed I'm just spaced out with all these planets in my orbit
I can see my future going nowhere for eons and my body floating through an endless timeline so morbid
So why am I still here? Thought by now I would've been deleted
I'm like Naruto when all of his chakra's been depleted
Only difference is I only have one source of energy
Eating away at all my hopes and dreams and memories
I think my existence has to do with one divine entity
Someone who's been watching over me before I came into the 21st century
And he's been a better friend than anyone's ever been to me
Even when I felt like I was the Judas Iscariot to his Jesus
Even when I was losing my faith and thought I was one of his least favorite believers
But who'd guess that there'd be a paradise beyond the clouds called heaven
Something I lived in almost fourteen years ago when I was seven
But not to mention, I'll be legal in less than a month in other places
Yet I've been holding this application and didn't sign up for any races
It's a little complicated but I'm no good with explanations
So I say good things come to those who wait and have patience
Just a daily thought nonetheless, a sermon who's message stays on repeat
It helped me build a foundation, a platform stronger than concrete
I was depleted one time too many now I'm no longer obsolete
I can hare my Energizer charge up now my energy will never deplete