lay in bed with my eyes wide open
cause it feels like you're watching
stay up for days
knowing you haven't lost sleep
nights are the worst
why do you still haunt me

like a snail you left trails
on every inch of my body
i take showers every hour
but i cant get you off me
it feels pointless
but i can't stop washing

won't say a bad thing about you
even though no one is here to stop me
they say i'm being paranoid
there's this evil in you they cannot see
suffered years living fear
just to be ****** to have everyone mock me