gave me the world
as it was in your eyes
and i accepted it for what it was

saw what you saw
engulfed by your hatred
no questions, ifs, ands, or buts

broke away and broke down
experiencing everything you hid
in shock, just mortified

knowing i was indoctrinated
feel so **** contaminated
it leaves me paralyzed

what you did
is more than evil
beyond disgusting, past perverted

you saw my vulnerability, my naivete
as a way to control
saw my budding power and had to subvert it

you're despicable
miserable, unforgivable
and use it as an excuse to hurt others

glad i got away
even though i'm ashamed
after pulling back the covers

seeing no boogeyman
just a kid with a cheap mask
apathetic and lonely by choice

he couldn't pass up
the easy prey
the opportunity to defile, degrade, exploit