I am trying to figure it out,
What is happening in my life,
But as the second, minute, hour, day, week, and a year went by,
I still didn't know and understand.

Now, I am somehow kind of lost in the darkness,
Trying to look for a light,
But there seems no light and my life is starting to ebb,
And I am in awful shape.

I am trying to look for someone's sympathy,
But they never would look at me,
They just walked and passed by,
Until I become nothing that even ashes and shadows were nothing left.