I want to be open to God like Nicodemus was to Jesus. Where I am always open to what Jesus speaks to me. I know that he only learn at night away from the rest. Because he feared the other leaders and Pharisees then. But at Jesus death, Him and Joseph took Jesus body boldly. To the cave to place as a tomb for it to always remain there. I just want to always remain open to God's will in my life. No matter where I am in location as well as life here too. Even though my desire is to back in Iowa I shall remain. Because God has reveal to me to stay here anyway right now.