I once thought that I would need you and that no matter what I would do You'd be here, even if it was just in my dreams. But now you're gone and I still wonder why, I was never enough for you to stay true? It hurts far too much, I wonder what was so wrong with me?
I wish all of you the best wondering what it was that i did to watch so many people walk out of my life It caused more pain than you can imagine. Now that they're gone, honestly It's killing me more than you could ever believe its plaguing my mind, I wonder why all the time?
Looking back on my life so far, I see that I will never be good enough I've watched too many people leave ever the ones who I thought were supposed to stay! I always wondered what was wrong with me Until I saw it was the voice I had Now I sit quietly, hoping I won't lose someone again!
Can I pretend that I'm worth something just this once? Can I pretend to forget all the pain today?