Chimes the bells are tolling in outward rhymes cold dawn fleet in around airing pitiless vapor my fore-runners are calling in coastal whispers the clarion blows and beats for my return to shores Mother I am sorry I never found the golden fleece nuggets I dug from dawn to dusk in heat and icy wake were purloined by the buccaneers of the eastern night Father I am sorry the sweat of my brow washed away only to earn me a tag avaricious in self seeking alleys In glorious days I walked the straight and narrow bought neither shame or sorrow to the ingrained light But in ways unknown worthy deeds became a crime and the hays baled in sunshine were turn to mush a pure hearts love was taken and distilled into hock to be guzzled and spat out like vinegar at a gypsy fair In fairways wrought with tender care and toil genuine now littered thorns and hemlock boughs overhanging the nightingale left bereft of voice while wild dogs bark and marauders malice inclined fill jugs of lost-heads brew Pray forgive me I'm unhitching the tent and pulling plugs I have song my songs but the carnival has changed in mist shadows lurks in cauldrons smoke laden incantations rings I see afar the spirits from my youths and hopeful times when sun held a thousand dreams and a heart of gold shone I will look again for days of tomorrow's sun and warm embraces the chillies will fire my blood in the footsteps of my forebears I am thankful for what I am left with and all I have learnt and to those few who had grace in graceless climate of ides