I've known shame and guilt
Anxious terror in the night

Tryingto convince myself
Things will be alright

Confession on my knees
Then walking free upright

Begging please, oh please
Beauty blue twilight

Seattle summertime
Truly, what a sight!

At times atrocious remorse
But also young sons sung delight

    And still, I still, yet still
   I vow to fight the fright!