my heart keeps coming back to you
I do not know just what to do
I pushed away to find another
trying to listen to my mother
so many voices telling me to date
a thing I loathe and truly hate
I'd rather stand and give a speech
then put my heart in someone's reach
there must be something wrong with me
relationships have always been scary
when I love someone I'm just all in
but they treat it like a game to win
my heart is not a ball to kick
I'm not standing in a row to pick
when out of options claim my heart
after you already tore it apart
what the hell is wrong with you?
what on earth did I do?
now hurt and bitter, full of fear
I see it when looking in the mirror
I just wanted sweet romance
and someone who'd ask me to dance
who'd lay in the grass and stare at the sky
but now I'm left to wonder why
you just really didn't care
when we could have made a great pair
will I ever get any closure
or am I left to fake my composure?