if you've numbered among the living, then you've numbered among the dead. opening and closing different pairs of eyes, not knowing how long they were opened, nor how long they were closed. (a numeric collapse detected) --yet here you are now, again... numbering among the living, to number among the dead. a flickering light switch in the different houses of the same soul. which creates a near seamless optical illusion between life and death. almost by force of all the dreamers of bodies and souls--this is the cream. the place where houses meet inside the same walls, to be unhoused, essentializing experience once and for all, all at once, if for a moment-- of which may never have existed, Zero.
*A very rough draft, nowhere near the original vision.