Loyal to all the wrong people Mocked for not able to attend Hours changed an inconsistent job Not able to be consistent Shaken up by friends deceit Betrayal is like a hit by those closest Knocked down another blind side Back up once again not getting even Not pretending it didn't happen Still love them but staying away Keeping a distance to heal Don't want to hurt feel that way again Hard to trust after dealing with lies Fooled thought there was a connection Friends to strangers never the same Failed once already know the outcome Not worth starting or trying again