i wish there was a magic way
to stop caring so much
how is it even possible
to give this many *****
every word stings in my brain
every lie burns inside my chest
people give me sloppy seconds
while i give them my best
or all that i can give
and get taken advantage of in return
i'm tired of being the one who speaks up
when you're the one who said those cruel words
why am i apologizing to you
when you did everything you accused me of
i don't even wanna hear the excuses
or talk about the things you're gonna try to bring up
i'm tired of being the one
who always sacrifices
why are you allowed to be upset
but if i'm hurt i have to hide it
you make me feel bad
for calling you out
you undermine my authority
when i stand my ground
all i'm saying is
if i did the things you did
you wouldn't be my friend
what a ******* hypocrite