I'm not okay. People ask me what's wrong but aren't listening. I'm avoiding **** and keeping my distance. I was concerned about my ex and had the cut the conversation short for some ***** that ended up ghosting me again. I love the way things happen in the end. About to really lose control and want to drown again. But I promised to get sober. How long this time?!
Not like anyone will care if it's all over!
Says the voices in my head.
Shut the **** up you don't need to mock me up there
What do you mean I'm a *******?
Atleast I'm trying to quit
Nah homie you're alone losing people
You can't keep **** simple