Kiss her slowly, take your time, like there's no place you'd rather be. Not like your waiting for something else, like your hands touching her thighs, or undoing her bra straps, nothing like that. Kiss her like you've forgotten any other mouth that your mouth has ever touched. Kiss her with a curious delight. Inhale her sighs. Kiss her till she moans. Kiss her with her face in your hands. Let her know how bad you really want to just kiss her. Kiss her like you want to take her dancing. Like you want to spin her into an open arena and watch her look at you like you're the brightest thing she's ever seen. Like she's the brightest thing you've ever seen. Kiss her like the first and only piece of chocolate you're ever going to get. Until she forgets how to love. Kiss her stupid. Kiss her silent.
We think we want ***, but it's not always about ***. It's intimacy we want. To be touched. Looked at, admired. Smiled at. Laugh with someone. Feel safe. Someone's really got you. That's what you crave. A serious girl, when she finds someone who calms her spirit and quiets her busy thoughts, will love you so fiercely it will defy even her own logic and reasoning. Jon York 2020