I wish I was more of a man
to tell you of the end

I think I'm a bad child
talking behind her back
thinking she deserves it

I think I'm a bad sibling
I don't care for my sister
she can give me the world
but I'd never let her in mine

I think I'm a bad friend
always lying and running away
mistaking the space I give
I'm just avoiding the conversation

I think I'm a bad person
smiling at other's pain
I can't comfort you on a bad day

keep it up
I've been left alone
losing everyone
my heart slows down