There's a pain in my heart that I'm feeling today
for the love of my life feels further each day

The sorrow is so much and the pain is so deep
I've hurt her again I can't even sleep

But I now know the problem the curse of our love
It was buried inside me with no insight from above

And now that I see it I force it away
Yet I fear that I've lost her nevermore can I say

that I love her so deeply and regret all the pain
and I know it's my fault no one else can I blame

And I search for an answer somewhere above
and hope she'll forgive me and remember our love

For I can't live without her and could never move on
for how can one live when what they live for is gone

Walls are closing around me; I sink slowly each day
yet I cling to a hope that seems far away

that she will return to me and feel my embrace
I miss her so badly and the beauty of her face

as she slept there beside me never knowing the truth
that I would smile there beside her and be thankful for the proof

that someone does care for I have known this angel
and I'd softly kiss her forehead the moment so blissful

And I'd hold her all night and feel at peace
yet I never told her these things now I watch as she flees

But I know she remembers it the love that I gave
and I hope she can forgive me the cause of her pain

For like an angel from heaven she came into my life
Now I plead one last time for one last chance to make it right

Yet I fear it won't heal how I've ripped us apart
but I must let her know what's inside this broken heart

That I love her so much and I've made mistakes
and I wish she wouldn't leave because it's my heart she will take from chest

We were in love for so long I know she remembers
It started nine years ago a day in march

I will never forget how I felt that beautiful day
my breath taken away by the beauty of her sight

I write these words now with tears in my eyes
for I love her so much I sit and hide

I'm so lost without her don't want her to go
not without me saying what I need her to know

That I've always loved her and miss her each day
yet the hope that she loves me drifts further away

I just want her to know how I truly feel
and to know that my words are nothing but real

And it doesn't take a special time to make a new start
it takes only desire and true love from the heart