I wonder if there is any consolation in having an afterlife of any sort.
Will I wind up waiting for my enter lifetime to end Just to get there Looking for a spray or a flash A carbonic tip of your hat That Redsox baseball cap or the newsboy Will I sense a vibrational intonation that could pass for a wry yet incomprehensible Hey Half-Pint! or See Ya Li'l Bit! Just to watch you fly away from me with all the words still in my mouth?
Will I stand there or vibrate in wave patterns as I don't know what one does, having waited so long having been so patient that that distinctively Hello/Goodbye You're On Your Own moment Although shocking would feel sadly familiar You a Depression era baby and I am not Will I watch you explode into nothingness and know that mother isn't even with you?