Sometimes words start to flood my head,
Words that constantly point me in the wrong direction,
Words that want me to feel pain,
Those are the words that kept me from blocking him for so long,
The ones that told me he was a good person,
The ones that stoped me from knowing the truth.
That be only wants pain,
He only wants drama,
He’ll hurt anyone I care for,
That he’s toxic

I wish I could just make those word disappear,
Make them go away forever,
But I can’t,
And there must be a reason why