I haven't been inside a church since my first marriage was annulled after 2 kiddos and 5 bored years and enough money to get some catholic upper management to sign off on it. I was lonely and cold on xmas eve so I stood at the back of a packed church midnight slightly drunk and nostalgic for when I believed in youth's lies. Black and white was true. Color is blended into whatever you want it. The play was comfort. The body of Christ stuck to the roof of my mouth. Some things never change, thank God.