I only see you in my class Constantly focusing on your school work While I keep getting lost looking at you Trying to figure out what I'm gonna say when I finally Finally swallow my pride and... But I can't Not cause I don't think I can san what I want to say But cause my mind freezes up around you I start to talk fast and can't keep up with what words I say so I start to mumble and lose track of what I was originally saying and everything comes together like one long sentence that seems to never end for days You don't even know me And I barely know you myself But I just want to get to know you more I want you to learn the inside of my mind So you can understand why I'm the way I am around you
See, I can barely contain this hopeless romantic inside of me Who's trying to maintain the constant pain gained from the past That never lasts but seems to cast a dark shadow around me Only to be overcast by the radiant light you give off Being in your mere prescence creates a situational hazard I just can't avoid Or I choose to meet head on with my inner Self Creating conflict concerning whether or not I should even say one word to you Knowing one of two results will unfold Either you choose to avoid me and this possible story ends Or you become interested in where this story is heading Honestly, I'm hoping for the latter Cause I want to progress this little narrative From chapter one of meeting you To chapter two of getting to know you Then to chapter three Where I admit my feelings towards you If only that were possible But the truth of the matter is I would only have so long to really create such a story And even if we were to make it so far We wouldn't know if our respective goals would Take us down the same path Or lead to a fork where we're forced to Split for an unknown period of time and Test out whether we could outlast time As if we were doing time for a crime of loving one another And sacrificing on a dime for the sublime feeling of love and trust