Mostly I fail, but only when I succeed here on the earth.
I realize that it was never my doing but you God.
Mostly I struggle in this world but when I am being calm.
It was never by my own doing , but through your Spirit.
For through all of the hardships that we go through here.
It is because either your Glory shall come out of it here.
Or mostly because we did something out of your will here.
But when our lives are completely line up with your will its perfect.
Thus allowing your blessings to freely fall upon me here.