still alive but barely B R E A T H I N G just praying to a god that i dont B E L I E V E I N im focused on the C L O C K cause ive got time to count till my F R E E D O M the things i say summon these W A L L S they say i should stop and put my mental health F I R S T i stare wide awake my brain wont let me S L E E P IN what am i supposed to do when the walls cave in A N D MY identities fly thru A N D W H O am i supposed to be when everything i have seems to be L O S T and my self control is seeping