How I thought that pain has a limit and how at some point an amount of it will be reached an enough
How rough words and hurtful deeds reach a point where you tell yourself that you have nothing to lose and how from that point onwards it really dawns on you:
Pain has no amount no limit no borders or edges no catch phrase nothing that time can erase
Pain is and isn't and once you fully and honestly let it be it becomes the same
It becomes the other side of the coin that you kept and cherished and- til then- could't see wholly and now do