I stand here not wanting to cross The threshold into the land of the dead But I force myself to do it from time to Time even though it’s something I dread
We’ve lost so many and I come to visit Unsure if they know And I wonder how long I should stay Before I decide to go
I think about myself among the living Walking and talking in their space And if they can do the same in ours Or if they are restricted in this place
In my heart I know there’s a heaven above But I’m not sure if they all made it there I wonder if they know the love in my heart Or if they are completely unaware
It’s the hardest thing that I do because It means I have to face that they’re gone I have to re cry tears I cried when I said goodbye And again I have force myself to move on
It’s so hard to re visit the pain of the loss So forgive me as I hesitate And it chills me to know that one day I will permanently cross the graveyards gate
Written By:Charles Kean Copyright 01/28/2020 All rights reserved