feels like you're on the other side of the moon
digging deeper
tearing myself apart
I've made a mess of myself
look around
no one is home
I caught a curse
I cannot give away
come close the door
standing in the dark
I'm begging you
let it go
let me go
I never reach the other side
crying inside
I'm feeling better the next day
I stay sinking
I learned how to hold my breath
looking around
silence
I know
there's no one looking out for me anymore