I'm fine when I grab that bottle I'm fine when I isolate I'm fine when i think of the old us I'm fine when I see him at work I'm fine when I catch old pics I'm fine when I cry everytime I'm alone I'm fine when I write down with tears drowning my journal I'm fine when i think about slitting my thighs I'm fine when we have a conversation I'm fine when we argue in pity I'm fine when i dont sleep I'm fine when i don't eat I'm fine when I reach out I'm fine when i regret reaching out I'm fine when I wake up knowing she's in a better place I'm fine when I watch youtube I'm fine when I put on raising hope I'm fine when i rewatch everything I'm fine.