I wanted to beat-the system to live well-past prime, where age is a number a relatable, an idea transformed in flesh, here now looking into the mirror, this morning I realize, my face is unrecognizable appearing aged, drawn- where a spark once lived-from what I remember- to stare back this stranger, in my own skin, I don't comprehend maybe its the lights; or the turn of my head, false hope as with everything else; age catches up, time marches on