Being called a hack threw things off It's all that's know been doing it for years Can't live without it a pen in the hand Feels right more than anything else going on Sitting with thoughts the page gets them out Creating with emotions such a relief Grew up not able to show feelings easily Done with old ways of thinking Asking personal questions to improve Haven't had a close friend for a while Trying not to fall back into bad habits Find more reason and purpose Instead of feeling like somethings missing Looking in wondering missing out