Well here it is.
You were mine. You were my biggest secret.
I am and still am yours.
The truth on my side is out. I deserve better than you.
I hate this.
Everything that reminds me of you, reminds me of my flaws, my mistakes, and why again I was and never could be yours.  
     Even right now, our song. It came on the radio just now. It interrupted my thoughts.

My thoughts were crystal clear. Like space. There were few stars, and each star was someone different.
When you invaded my perfect creative river of thought, you clouded my mind with colorful nebulas that reminded me of you.  Your star burns the brightest for all the world To see.