You nurtured the garden of your mind, letting the most beautiful parts of you grow and bloom like healthy tulips in early April, until a single **** poked through the soil and continued to spread itself, seed by seed. One by one, the flowers all began to wilt with grief, giving way to the **** that plagued your mind. If you don't have the strength the pluck each ****, you don't allow for the exquisite flowers to bloom.