We're not broken, just bent, and we can learn to love again. — P!nk, "Just Give Me a Reason"*
If you are flexible you will bend instead of breaking. Bent. Not broken.
But have you ever tried to make origami? A paper crane— so beautiful, so white, so pure. Innocence. A bird. A dove. A crisp clean sheet, and you fold it over and you feel like you are taking the first booted step into a field of untouched snow. You're folding, you're folding, it's not working out. It's bent.
You unfold. You start again. You find yourself absentmindedly doing the same folds as before— creases in the paper, so deep, so hard to avoid. Little traps waiting to be fallen back into.
Even if you manage it properly, the final product (the cranes, the swans, the doves) will have creases folds where there should be smooth whiteness.
But it was just bent. Not broken. No. It was not ripped. Not physically. The heart never is.
It's still broken.
There is no reason. Hope feeds on hope and I have been hungry for days. There is no hope.