May 2013
Palms sweating
Face red
Heart throbing
Wishing dead.
Thoughts racing
But no results
Keep blaming
Yet no one's fault.
Pain pain
Go away
Losing strength
Every day.
All at once
It nails me hard
Starting the day
On full guard.
And halfway through
I reach exhaustion
Then starts the dreaming
Of these things I'm lost in.
Face red
Heart throbing
Wishing dead.
Thoughts racing
But no results
Keep blaming
Yet no one's fault.
Pain pain
Go away
Losing strength
Every day.
All at once
It nails me hard
Starting the day
On full guard.
And halfway through
I reach exhaustion
Then starts the dreaming
Of these things I'm lost in.
I've been in this full on anxiety mode at the beginning if every day. At about lunchtime it peaks and I get dead tired. At night my dreams depict the anxiety-arousing situations and I wake up the next morning where it starts again. It can be anywhere from discomfort to a full on anxiety attack.
